Thanks...

To all of you out there that have been giving me that moral support, though I might have played it cool and seemed unphased by it all here is a little musical dedication (Mae, Kola, Faya, Brotha Iman, Samir, Chris, Yanyan and all the very few out there that know what I'm really going through) : Bill Withers - 'Make A Smile For Me' 

That song represents my state of mind right about now. Don't get choked up now, lol! And on this note, here's that quote! 
Peace (in the deepest sense of the word!) 

"But even still a good samaritan is Z-Ro's way 
And with that Christian attitude I caught a homeboy case 
I done took too many blows, a punchin bag is how I feel 
The deep depression starts to set, sanity's outta here 
I start my mission tryin to find my fate CDC #4 in name 
I'm feelin oh-so-helpless in this place 
I want revenge it's heavy on my mind but ain't central 
Say don't fight evil with evil, try to relax and do yo' time 
I heard a voice say there wasn't no need in actin up 
Realized I wasn't at peace with God and had to patch it up 
Hopin that blessings fall out of the sky 
Z-Ro ain't never seen a man cry until it was his own eye" - Z-Ro