How I feel... Defined by Lyrics Vol. 4, No. 1

This whole song describes how I feel :

"Trapped, no shield, no sword
The unbeaten path got my soul so sore
Allured by the lust, something money can't cure
The Devil want me as is, but God he want more
Eyes closed, eyes open, great another day, here we go
like a nigga woke up late in The Truman Show"

I walk alone!

In the words of Clay Davis... Shhheeeeiiiiiiiitttttttttt! (The Wire reference... if you've never seen the show before... you will die an unhappy death :))

Quotes Vol. 3, No 1

First post of the year... almost 8 months deep already...

Well I'm officially a homeowner, 1200 sq ft of empty space though all to my lonely self

emptiness surrounding me...

"Existing where there is nothing is the meaning of the phrase 'form is emptiness'. That all things are provided by nothingness is the meaning of the phrase 'emptiness is form'. One should not think that these are two separate things." - Hagakure

Don't get me wrong I'm happy of my accomplishment, but damn it's lonely.